kawawa si muning

when i got home yesterday, i noticed that our cat was a bit different, like there’s something wrong with her. And I instantly knew it.Kakapanganak lang ni Muning (that’s how we call her, can’t think of any fancy name yet) few weeks ago. At meron syang 4 little cute kittens. And in my mind, alam ko na ang kahihinatnan ng mga kuting na ito. tsktsk

Whenever Muning has new kittens, my mom would ask my cousin, aldrin, to get the kittens and bring it far away outside. I really disagree with it, but there’s nothing I can do with it.

And it’s always heart-breaking whenever i see Muning roaming all around the house, looking for her babies.. crying “miyaw” all the time.. Would you imagine how a mother would feel if their babies are lost in their sight? It’s painful, i would say.

And now, again, it happened. Muning lost a bunch of kittens again. *sob*

 

xmas vacation in august?! (and other side topics)

it’s almost a week that there is no classes.. No, no. It’s not yet the xmas vacation or the semestral break.. it’s all because of the typhoon..Last month, the weather was weird. It’s the month of July, yet no typhoon is passing the country.. We even reached the point where water shortage was about to happen.. Everyone was praying for the rain to pour down.. to aid our thirsty land.

And finally, thank God (and also those people who did the naked rain dance :P) that the typhoon is back. It might sound really weird.. yeah i know.. But we really need it.. just hope these typhoon won’t bring any disastrous event, just enough water, that’s all we need.

and because of these never-ending rain, classes were suspended, almost everyday. It’s pretty good because right now i’m very busy accomplishing all the deadlines in school.. i really need an ample time for this.. (ample time - my groupmates can’t forget these words hehe). But our schedules are now ruined.. and i’m confused with that right now.. tsktsk.

I actually dread this semester.. it’s very loaded.. projects are jam packed.. schedules are disasters.. ugh.. I would really celebrate if i’ll surpass this one. the only thing that i always look forward to during this sem is our class in Operation Research.. Even if the room is not comfortable, i still enjoy it.. really love it.

 

something good in return

I was busy doing our project in compiler design.. and the sad fact is.. I’m helpless.Then I looked back on all the things I did, good things I did for other people. My heart sank at the thought.I asked the universe, “Bakit hindi ako tinutulungan ng mga taong tinulungan ko?! Why!?”..

I don’t know if it is right to ask that question, for they say you must not expect something in return for all the good deeds you did.
But isn’t that a little twisted, a little unfair?

yeah, i still do hope that something good will happen, i hope..

Forgive me for writing this stuff.. maybe, I’m just seriously hopeless and helpless.. at least I managed to let it out. whew.